crew & funding needed

I have been struggling with my film from funding to a dependable crew. Last month I lost my fiscal sponsorship with fractured atlas because I just couldn't keep up. I have asked for help and I am now at the point where I need a professional producer. I have been trying to market, produce, beg folks I know to assist me but have been unsuccessful in raising a substantial amount of money. Money that I did raise to purchase my mother a ticket so I could film her was lost due to the ticket was non refundable. She really wasn't moved that I raised the money to get her to New York she was more worried about what questions I was going to ask her. When my mother couldn't get the questions out of me she then cancelled stating she wasn't feeling well two weeks before the flight. Ironic shyt is that she flew to Seattle to visit someone else but clearly threw me under bus. My film has been challenge to make because my daughter and my mother seem to be sabotaging my film. I have spent over $6k and have limited footage.

I am going to get my mojo back and go at this one more time gunho and see if I hire a cinematographer in Atlanta. Hopefully will they get the shots I need and will my stubborn mother speak to them on camera and no pull another no show.

Looks like I am going to have to buy an ad in the Craigslist Atlanta section and see who bites. I will shop for a videographer and producer that have credentials and credits that I feel comfortable with for starts and see how much they charge.

Crossing my fingers and putting my goals into action.